I would prefer not to say what I reveal in this post because I am a sinner, a nobody and have nothing to commend me - I am only the very least and most unworthy of God's servants. I do so only to put this blog in its proper perspective. In the early 1970s when I was in my late 20s I began having what I sincerely believe are religious experiences given to me by heaven. I do not know precisely why I have been chosen to receive these experiences, especially because I am a sinner and far from saintly. Many will consider these experiences as evidence of some type of mental abnormality or derangement. Others will say they are imaginary or hallucinations. Others still will judge them to be a hoax. If such judgments are correct, my experiences are the only occurrences in an otherwise normal life of a moderate to severe mental disorder. Much later, after a significant number of these experiences, I asked the Lord why I was receiving them. The only answer I received was, "I use what the world considers worthless to manifest My power and glory."
The two earliest experiences were dreams which I include in this group primarily because I rarely remember my dreams, but also because I was far from religion at the time. Those dreams I do remember are significant in some way. The third was in the form of automatic writing resulting in a series of religious poems all written in one afternoon. The next was another, but very specific, dream. Each of these events was separated by roughly seven years with the first in 1971 and the fourth in 1992. All the rest have been interior locutions which, as time moved closer to the present, have occurred with greater frequency, but not evenly spaced. A few of these interior locutions have been for me personally. A greater number have concerned the world in general or a particular nation. The vast majority, however, have concerned the Catholic Church. All these "messages," except those directed to me plus one other, have usually not been either conversational or a comment addressed to a particular individual or group. Rather, until the most recent ones, the sensation was of hearing someone, Our Lord, thinking "aloud." Of all the religious experiences I've had only those shared in this blog have I been specifically instructed to reveal.
I came to understand and believe the source of the interior locutions as being Our Lord, Jesus Christ, due to the content of each experience. There are three parts to the material in this blog. The contents of parts one and two were revealed using a pseudonym, which I employed not to hide my identity, but because I sincerely desired that attention be focused on the content and not on me. My fear was that, as I have read and heard so many times, the emphasis would be on me and my identity, background, authority and credentials. If that happened the message would be lost. And the message is of far greater importance because I am no quack nor am I a "prophet" or "visionary." I am only a delivery boy quite similar to the one who delivers your newspaper and nothing more. Furthermore, I assure you had I any solid doubts or misgivings regarding the validity of what I've "received," I would not have gone to the considerable time, effort and expense required by this endeavor.
As you will learn, I was initially instructed to put together certain interior locutions in a particular order and send the material to Pope Francis. The contents of this package were directed to 1) the Catholic Church, 2) the world and 3) Pope Francis. The section to the pope contained instructions to him which he was to begin implementing within thirty days of having received them. When he had not done so I was instructed to reveal to the world, through various worldwide media outlets, the package sent to Pope Francis plus some additional material which I received after the package was sent to the pope. Part Three of this blog is revealed here for the first time and under my own name. Its contents are a follow-up to Part Two.
Although I would have liked to do so, I have not shared this with any Catholic priest because I knew no priests within a reasonable distance to serve as spiritual director who are truly faithful to both Out Lord and the true version of the faith He established. All appear to have bought into Modernism to at least some degree. Therefore, I have followed the instructions I received and sincerely believe are real and authentic out of faith. My having done so is solely my responsibility and on my own conscience, which is clear or untroubled with respect to this whole endeavor. My hope is that, in revealing this material through this blog that it will reach as many people as possible and that they will heed its warnings and that the Church will follow its instructions.
